dang it.

dang it.

one thing i was looking forward to A TON was the ocean. and being near it. and sitting on the beach, laying beneath the moon, listening to the waves, and getting lost in it all. i won't be near the ocean come august like i once thought. i'll be in my parents house. someday though...i'll be near the ocean. i think it just has a calming affect upon my heart. i am craving it.... but, i would love to have someone to sit on that beach w/. sigh. now i'm feeling a titch lonely again. just longing for some companionship...that's all. but, it's a good desire....not overwhelming. just a longing to share God's blessings w/ someone...and to enjoy him w/ someone like minded.

one thing i know... to love the Lord God w/ all my heart soul and mind...and love my neighbor as myself. this is what i remind myself of each morning as i awake. that is my only goal and need for the day. if i live w/ these two thoughts in mind.... that's is the obedient life. decisions will stem from that....and lead me down the path of life. small decisions...small steps..... eventually lead a long ways.