do you ever wonder why we do what we do? what is driving all of us to go to work...and be away from those we really love...and strive and labor to push papers around...and come home stressed out....treat the ones we love in the ways we don't want...and then we go to bed only to get up tired and do the same thing.

do you ever wish you lived a long time ago. lived at home w/ family that you loved. worked together. hard work = food. milking the cows. bringing home food. cooking. hard work was satisfying. now...hard work is...just not. what do you have to show for hard work? a pile of papers moved from here to there....a wad of cash in the pocked to be spent only on ourselves.

not that...milk directly from a cow is so satisfying. but...i dunno.

i think it's just odd that family has lost its place in our society. it's like we're all in such a hurry. but...for what????

we all are lonely....and why?

i am not sure.