online class.
so. my classes are online.
it's pretty sweet.
i like um.
we have to post our assignments and everyone in the class can look at them, read them, critic them. people post questions/comments/clarifications. i'm glad everyone is Christian that does it. it's civilized and we are all seeking the truth...not trying to 'one up' each other. you ever been a part of a conversation like that? yah...not fun.
people in my class think i am 'a free spirit.' some guy commented that he wanted to read my thoughts b/c he knew i would come at it in a different direction. for some reason...that made me feel really nice and warm on the inside. i was super self concious uploading this last assignment and hoped no one would read it. but...people wanted to hear what i had to say! i dunno...it's this new experience for me. i kinda liked it when i was this 'nobody' that no one listend to or expected things from. i always met expectations that way. ya know what i'm saying?
the bible continually shows that God uses 'weak' people. these are peeps that don't expect much out of life. they are just going about their life...and being all righteous and loving God for his sake and not man's. (joseph...david...) they had nothing. and then God exalted them...and used them in powerful ways. i don't want to ever think i have something to offer apart from the work God has done in me. i want to stay on my knees and humble before the father....realizing that i am where i am at b/c of the grace and mercy he has showered upon me. he has given me the gift of discernment....and i feel wisdom at times. i don't want to think i earned this to my own laboring. it was a gift.
these are my thoughts. i hope this doens't sound proud...but, honest. i don't know how many people actually read this. it's more...just writing out my thoughts....they'll most likely change tomorrow.
ps...i'm choosing to be over josh. i realized i hadn't let go b/c i didnt want to. i still don't want to, but realize i want to return to that state of 'simplicity' where i don't ahve to impress anyone...i am not seeking anything....it's just me and God. it's so freeing! i can nearly say that i don't even want to be in a relationship. seriously.
it's pretty sweet.
i like um.
we have to post our assignments and everyone in the class can look at them, read them, critic them. people post questions/comments/clarifications. i'm glad everyone is Christian that does it. it's civilized and we are all seeking the truth...not trying to 'one up' each other. you ever been a part of a conversation like that? yah...not fun.
people in my class think i am 'a free spirit.' some guy commented that he wanted to read my thoughts b/c he knew i would come at it in a different direction. for some reason...that made me feel really nice and warm on the inside. i was super self concious uploading this last assignment and hoped no one would read it. but...people wanted to hear what i had to say! i dunno...it's this new experience for me. i kinda liked it when i was this 'nobody' that no one listend to or expected things from. i always met expectations that way. ya know what i'm saying?
the bible continually shows that God uses 'weak' people. these are peeps that don't expect much out of life. they are just going about their life...and being all righteous and loving God for his sake and not man's. (joseph...david...) they had nothing. and then God exalted them...and used them in powerful ways. i don't want to ever think i have something to offer apart from the work God has done in me. i want to stay on my knees and humble before the father....realizing that i am where i am at b/c of the grace and mercy he has showered upon me. he has given me the gift of discernment....and i feel wisdom at times. i don't want to think i earned this to my own laboring. it was a gift.
these are my thoughts. i hope this doens't sound proud...but, honest. i don't know how many people actually read this. it's more...just writing out my thoughts....they'll most likely change tomorrow.
ps...i'm choosing to be over josh. i realized i hadn't let go b/c i didnt want to. i still don't want to, but realize i want to return to that state of 'simplicity' where i don't ahve to impress anyone...i am not seeking anything....it's just me and God. it's so freeing! i can nearly say that i don't even want to be in a relationship. seriously.
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