like death.
it's like death.
you know when someone dies...and you find something funny. you're not sure if you should laugh or not...b/c it seems a bit disrespectful? or...sometimes you can see why something is funny but you have not the heart to laugh?
this is how i feel in life. I could see where it could be fun. but, at times i don't want to partcipate. and at times i dont' feel i should partcipate. if i have fun...i really have moved on.
look here guys. i am scared to move on! i don't want to. do i want to wallow in self-pity? it appears so. how silly am i. but, don't we all do this to a certain extent at some points?
i am ready to be done. i have said this alot. i have been called out on saying it too much. are my actions following? not yet. but, if i say it enough...they will follow.
hear ye hear ye....married people are NOT happier than single people. they aren't more fulfilled. they aren't better people. they aren't happier. they aren't loved by God more. those are all lies. in case you were wondering. (ok...so maybe they are happier...but, it's not BECAUSE they are married).
rise up you single people and stop feeling so down on yourself.
let's go have fun.
(i forgot how to...so, can someone please show me again).
i don't think i have had fun since my mom was diagnosed w/ cancer. that was the beginning of my serious streak. and...ever since then i've felt to be holy means to be tight-assed. no longer. i want to laugh. and be so full of Christ. i can take things seriously...and still be fun. i am confident of this.
here's to me being fun this week.
you know when someone dies...and you find something funny. you're not sure if you should laugh or not...b/c it seems a bit disrespectful? or...sometimes you can see why something is funny but you have not the heart to laugh?
this is how i feel in life. I could see where it could be fun. but, at times i don't want to partcipate. and at times i dont' feel i should partcipate. if i have fun...i really have moved on.
look here guys. i am scared to move on! i don't want to. do i want to wallow in self-pity? it appears so. how silly am i. but, don't we all do this to a certain extent at some points?
i am ready to be done. i have said this alot. i have been called out on saying it too much. are my actions following? not yet. but, if i say it enough...they will follow.
hear ye hear ye....married people are NOT happier than single people. they aren't more fulfilled. they aren't better people. they aren't happier. they aren't loved by God more. those are all lies. in case you were wondering. (ok...so maybe they are happier...but, it's not BECAUSE they are married).
rise up you single people and stop feeling so down on yourself.
let's go have fun.
(i forgot how to...so, can someone please show me again).
i don't think i have had fun since my mom was diagnosed w/ cancer. that was the beginning of my serious streak. and...ever since then i've felt to be holy means to be tight-assed. no longer. i want to laugh. and be so full of Christ. i can take things seriously...and still be fun. i am confident of this.
here's to me being fun this week.
posted by lp at 5:27 PM
1 Comments:
We're going to have too much fun! Well...hopefully! We will laugh till we pee our pants! At least twice!! YES!! This is my goal! Make Liz pee her pants! AND...see that this life is a gift and not finding the joy in it and feeling the joy that God wants us to have in this life is, in a way, an insult to Him. Don't insult the Big Guy! LIVE!! Read Ecclesiastes. Enjoy life and adore the Father, the rest is meaningless.
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