thoughts.

i've been reading. writing. all evening.

my mind is full.

my heart is empty again.

i wnat to love.

i realize i am lazy. i dislike that.
i think i am lazy at times b/c i lack confidence to be otherwise.
i don't want to walk over anyone. so...i hold back alot.

argh...God...look at my heart. cuz...i don't even want to write about it here.