long time.

i haven't posted in a long while.  i am getting that itch again to post.  so...here is the post.  i put up a few pictures of my two favorite people:  jonah and abbie.  i also posted a few pics of my new friend, dan.  dan is experiencing his first year in the isf program....what a grand demolition of a year.  sigh.  so much stirs within my soul.  i wonder if it's even worth the effort of processing any of it?  one moment i am soaring....and the next i am curled into a weepy little heap on the floor.  such is life....i suppose.  i shall write more later...but this shall suffice for now.  i live.  sometimes joyously.  sometimes aware of a greater depth of pain, sin, turmoil, and sometimes...just longing for numbness.   what am i even saying?  i do not know.

i do know...i am off to sleep.  for i need it.

peace.

~lp