who am i?

well. i'm in Christ. a new creation.
but, i am a girl that doesn't like to dress up.
i don't really like to commit to anything.
i don't wear make up.
i come off shy at first, but i'm not really afraid to confront a brother or sister when i see something alarming in their life. even, if it's not alarming... i could come across as really nosy.
but, i just like to understand why people think the way they do.
therefore, i love to ask questions. i love to understand people and why they think what they do.
i want to know what you're passionate about and why.
i don't want a lot of money or comfort.
perhaps i long for security....i have no idea what it's like to NOT have security.
i want to live overseas for a few years at least.
i want to have kids and raise them in truth.
i want to find someone to love and share my life w/ who wants the same things i do.
i am a trusting person...and strive to be a trustworthy person. although, i often find myself seeking to make myself look better than i really am in front of others.
i am self concious...i think i'm a loser a lot. but, i try to fight off that thought b/c i know it's a sin. b/c, i know i am created in God's image and God is sanctifying me.
i want friends...and i want to live in community w/ other like-minded people.
i am crtical...but, am trying dang hard not to be.
i often think i am better than others or that i am more enlightened than others...but, i am not. (i really do think i'm a loser)....so go figure that one out.
i can be fairly lazy.
i enjoy watching movies...but movies that make me think. (although a funny movie is good every now and then).
i wonder if anyone will ever love me for who i am...if i will ever enjoy myself around someone...or pull the best out of another person. i long for that...but, i know i don't need this.
i work better in a team then alone.
i love to laugh and to have fun...but am often not the instigator of it. (depends on who i am around).
this is me. just thought you'd like to know.
i want to be a woman of prayer....a woman God works through in mighty ways. not for my own glory, but so that his name would be known throughout all peoples. i want others to know God's love b/c they are around me. i lack at this...but, i pray that God would shine even more brightly through me when my sin prevails. i am a sinner...but one whom God has chosen to redeem. oh....the rocks shall not cry out before me of his glory.