questions.

i sometimes wonder why i am even here.

do i really love people?
or am i too caught up in myself?

will i be able to implement what i am learning here?
others are much better than me.
others are more fun to be with.

where do i fit into the scheme of things? in this life...?

will i move back to the midwest...? it'll be difficult after the weather out here. the midwest doesn't have much for me anymore.

one of my friends is struggling through just..adjusting to a new circumstance in life. where is our identify found? where we are from? what we do? who are parents are? the cultures we have been immersed in?

who are we? who am i? who are you?
we can't find our idenitity in what we do or have done. those things fade away. but, they are an important factor which helps one understand themselves. what's the role in experiences and identity? where do we find ourselves?

perhaps those that are married feel like they know themselves well. but, i wonder how different they would be if they weren't married. would they be similar...or drastically different? God uses different instances in our life to bring up different issues... i dunno.

my thoughts for the moment.
now back to studying.