sigh.

i just finished another project. i have seven of these to do for one of my classes. the prof tried to scare us off the first day of class basically boasting he has one of the most difficult sections of this particular class. I honestly think the profs have some sort of poll to see who can get the most students to drop their class. our class was full the first day....but perhaps has dropped by 15 students or so. which is significant in grad school as you usually have to pay at least a portion of your tuition even after you drop a course. yes, a chunk of change. yes... i am paying to spend hours in the library. and yes...i am not out evangelizing and doing good deeds. and...yes, sometimes i feel guilty. but...should i? it seems as if we heap a bunch of 'shoulds' upon ourselves. someone once exclaimed to me, 'stop shoulding on yourself.' i think that's a pretty sweet rule. i can live by that. so...go, therefore, and stop shoulding on yourself.

i think i spent too much time in the library. if you'd like to see what i've been working on you can switch over to the other blog within this site entitled, 'notes.' it's my school work.