stirrings.

a stirring within my heart for something more.
but i am scared.

i must live in the now...and not the future or the past.
but i am scared.

i need to cultivate that childlike faith and trust...or let the Spirit cultivate that within me. i can trust God with my future. this spills over to my career, living situation, goals, finances, etc. may i trust God with the small...and see his faithfulness so that i can truely trust him w/ the bigger things.

steady my heart.
may i desire your word to be true in my life.
may i hunger for truth and not shy away from difficult teachings.
embrace and deal radically with what i know your word says.