just looked at this picture. it made me miss a good friend, jen. she was an amazing friend to me during a really difficult season of life. this picture is of me studying for a thai language class. i sucked it up majorly. some song about an elephant (chan)....and water.....and alot (mak mak). i don't know. whatever. but, this picture just makes me feel all nostalgic. to have a day to lounge around and study. how young we were. how much heartbreak our hearts have seen sense this time (more than just a failed language test). in some ways i want to return and enjoy those moments. in other ways, i am glad for where i am at and the ways i have grown and matured in the past few years. know jen...that i miss you.